I found this poem in the back of an old composition notebook that freddie wrote years ago when Dave passed away, and it reminded me so much of Kodee, so now the poem is for both of you. Dave loved children and I hope you guys met up there.
KODEE, I MISS YOU SO MUCH ! EVERYONE IS GROWING UP SO FAST, AND YET YOU WILL ALWAYS BE "13".. FOREVER IN MY HEART,
It has just been one of those days when im thinking about everyone that we have lost over the past couple of years. I miss you and Grandpop so much. It makes me laugh to think about him up there yelling KODEE knock it off, like when you would slide down the hallway past his room and hit the bathroom door and thump and then you would laugh. I cant believe it has been almost 3 years without you. Things change but how much we all miss you never will. Love Aunt Mels
Rembering wonderful times / Melanie Peters (aunt)Read >>
Rembering wonderful times / Melanie Peters (aunt)
Well we have been looking at alot of pictures and crying and laughing at the same time. We miss you so much and want you here with us. Im remembering all the wonderful things you did to make everyone laugh. And how you were such a great cousin and friend to so many people. even playing barbies with Amanda on Christmas when no one else would. Chelsea always rembers you playing hide&seek with her. I think Lacie's favorite thing was your funny noises. I made M&M cookies with the girls the other day and I know how you and mommy loved to eat them all. I Know you are always there with mommy and your the angel on her shoulder. Let her know that it is ok to be happy again because I know that is what you would want for her. So on Christmas Eve when mommy goes to bed let her feel your arms around her and hold her tight through the night so when she wakes up she will have a smile on her face. All I want for Christmas is for my sister not to feel lonely anymore. Im going to go for now we miss you and you are always in our hearts Love Aunt Mels Amanda,Lacie and Chelsea. Close
When Tomorrow Starts Without Me... / Jenn S. (Family Friend )Read >>
When Tomorrow Starts Without Me... / Jenn S. (Family Friend )
This came to me a long time ago and I wanted to share it with you...
~*~When Tomorrow Starts Without Me~*~
*When tomorrow starts without me,* *And I'm not there to see;* *If the sun should rise and find your eyes* *All filled with tears for me;* *I wish so much you wouldn't cry* *The way you did today,* *While thinking of the many things,* *We didn't get to say.* ~**~ *I know how much you love me,* *As much as I love you,* *And each time that you think of me,* *I know you'll miss me too;* *But when tomorrow starts without me,* *Please try to understand,* *That an angel came and called my name,* *And took me by the hand,* *And said my place was ready,* *In heaven far above,* *And that I'd have to leave behind* *All those I dearly love.* ~**~ *But as I turned to walk away,* *A tear fell from my eye,* *For all my life, I'd always thought,* *I didn't want to die.* *I had so much to live for,* *So much yet to do,* *It seemed almost impossible,* *That I was leaving you.* *I thought of all the yesterdays,* *The good ones and the bad,* *I thought of all the love we shared,* *And all the fun we had.* ~**~ *If I could relive yesterday,* *Just even for awhile,* *I'd say goodbye and kiss you* *And maybe see you smile.* *But then I fully realized,* *That this could never be,* *For emptiness and memories,* *Would take the place of me.* *And when I thought of worldly things,* *I might miss come tomorrow,* *I thought of you, and when i did,* *My heart was filled with sorrow.* ~**~ *But when I walked through heaven's gates,* *I felt so much at home.* *When God looked down and smiled at me,* *From His great golden throne,* *He said "This is eternity,* *And all I've promised you."* *Today for life on earth is past,* *But here it starts anew.* *I promise no tomorrow,* *But today will always last,* *And since each day's the same day* *There's no longing for the past.* ~**~ *But you have been so faithful,* *So trusting and so true.* *Though there were times you did some things,* *You knew you shouldn't do.* *But you have been forgiven* *And now at last you're free.* *So won't you take my hand* *And share my life with me?* ~**~ *So when tomorrow starts without me,* *Don't think we're far apart,* *For everytime you think of me,* *I'm right here, in your heart.* ~**~ -Author Unknown to Me
Turkey Day / Mommy Kodman, Hey bud, just another day at our house. I woke up missing you and wishing you were here to have someone to say Happy Thanksgiving to, and them say it back and mean what they say. Didn't do anything today. Like I said just another day ! I Love you buggy. Mommy is very sad today. I realy don't like holidays anymore. Hope your day in Heaven is wonderful. Keep watching over your family. I Love you & Miss you more & more with every passing day. I wish you were here. Love you always & forever, Mommy Gobble Gobble Gobble Gobble Gobble !!!!!!!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoClose
TILL WE MEET AGAIN / Cathy HI KODEE WELL THANKS GIVING IS ONE DAY AWAY AND ONE MORE WITHOUT YOU, BUT I KNOW YOU ARE HAVING THE BEST TIME IN HEAVEN. KODEE THINGS ARE A LITTLE CRAZY AROUND HERE ,SO CAN YOU PLEASE ASK GOD TO LOOK OUT FOR THE ALCOTT FAMILY TODAY. I DON"T NEED TO TELL YOU WHY BECAUSE YOU ALL READY KNOW. PLEASE INFOLD THEM WITH YOUR ANGEL WINGS AND GODS HANDS AND I KNOW EVERYTHING WILL WORK OUT. HAPPY THANKS GIVING KODEEClose
Another Holiday without you / Mommy
Kodee, I Didn't say happy halloween because it was our Favorite time of year , now it's just another day. I miss you little man, and although people may see me and think I'm ok , I'm not ,I'm still learning how to deal with you not being here. Living without you is the hardest thing I've ever had to do. No one can replace you, no one can take that special place in my heart. All the holidays are coming now & this is where life hits hard. I don't have my little man to do all the special things we would start to do at this time. I have been trying to deal with all of this but sometimes I still just sit here and cry. Mommy's B-day is in a couple of days and my wish is to have you. So every time someone says "make a wish" I don't bother because nothing is ever going to bring you back! I tried, I failed. I'm Sorry !!!!!!!Peace , Love , Hugs , & Kisses I love you Kodee Charles Alcott Forever in my Heart MOMMYClose
HAPPY HALLOWEEN KODEE I KNOW YOU WILL BE WITH US ON HALLOWEEN . YOU WILL BE SHINING BRIGHTLY IN THE SKY . YOU WILL BE THE STAR THAT SHINES DOWN ON US . WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART
I LOVED MY MOMS / THINKING OF YOU TO MY STEPMOM AND MOM
WHEN YOU'RE WALKING DOWN THE STREET AND YOU'VE GOT ME ON YOUR MIND. REMEMBER I'M WALKING IN YOUR FOOTSTEPS ONLY HALF A STEP BEHIND. LOVE FROM YOUR SON KODEE
Happy Birthday / Kaylee &. Peyton (Cousins)
We'er your little cousins you never got to meet. We look at your picture all the time. Happy Birthday cousin Kodee
happy birthday / Chuck &. Alex Alcott (Uncle & Cousin )
Hey Kodee, Alex named his rabbit Kodee. He's always saying Kodee an angel now. I miss miss him. We all do. So happy birthday From Uncle Chuck & Alex Close
Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday,Dear KODEE.Happy Birthday to you!
Hey you, I'm sitting here looking at you right now! I'm always looking at you! We all miss you so very much! Is it hard up there in heaven? No,I don't think so! I do know that it's really hard down here. The hardest thing in the world is to keep going on without you. Everything that goes on, playing games , just hangin out, playing sports, anything at all. I always fill up with tears . You should be here with us. You are with us Kod. You are so ALIVE in our hearts. That baby (half) brother of yours ,I think that he has two hearts. He has his amazing heart and yours. He's so much like you. Alot of times Daddy and I just look at each other and wanna cry. But we can't. I do.I've learned how to hind it.
Kodee,Happy Birthday! All the way to heaven and back we love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i cant belive its been so long. it feels like just yesterday we were sitting in history and you and cooie were putting tape on ur heads. and you asked allie to put a mustcahe on you like hitler. haha you were always making people laugh. now its just nowhere near the same, everyone changed not all for better but we all deffintily changed. i guess you could say were almost all grown up. life is getting so much harder everyday. one thingh will always be though. your always in our hearts and we'll always miss you.