KOD, TODAY IS MARCH 6TH THE DAY WE WENT SKING , YOU ,ME & MELISSA, WE HAD THE BEST TIME OF OUR LIFE. THIS WAS THE DAY YOU FINALLY GOT TO GO DOWN A BLACK DIAMOND, SCARED ME TO DEATH BUT YOU DID IT !!! JUST LIKE EVERYTHING ELSE. YOU COULD DO IT ALL ! YOU WERE SPECIAL, IN ALL DIFFERENT WAYS. I WISH YOU WERE HERE NOW SO WE COULD DO IT ALL AGAIN, BUT .... I HAVEN'T BEEN SKING SINCE. I JUST CAN'T GO WITHOUT YOU. ALL I HAVE ARE THE GREAT & WONDERFUL MEMORIES OF MY KODEE. I LOVE YOU & MISS YOU SO MUCH . MY HEART ACHES FOR YOU. THE PAIN JUST GETS WORSE. I MISS MY BUD.
Till wWe Meet Again / Cathy
Dear Kodee Your love will shine forever. When children are called home to God we ask ouselves why with know answers. the pain that we feel is so intense are love for you Kodee is more than amazing. Kodee you have not left, you are just on a new journey and we all know that you are only a wisper away, we will feel your kisses on our cheeks as we sleep and our dreams will bring you back into our aching arms your smile and love will fill our hearts with pride and that is why we will always have tears in our eyes. You will never be forgotten Close
KODEE, MOMMY MISSES YOU MORE THAN ANYONE KNOWS. OUR HEARTS WILL BE AS ONE. I LOVE YOU KODEE. YOU WERE MY ROCK, NOW ALL I HAVE IS A COUPLE OF PEBBLES LEFT IN MY LIFE. REMEMBER, PEACE, LOVE & TOGETHER FOREVER LOVE ALWAYS FOREVER, MOMMY XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
i really miss you bud / Erin Calderon (close friend )Read >>
i really miss you bud / Erin Calderon (close friend )
hey kod whats up how are you im doing okay i guess. this month is really hard for me. but i am trying to stay strong for you babe. <3 Close
valentines day / Rachel Smoot
Happy Valentines Day Kodee<3 wish you were here. miss you<33 Close
missing you still / Erin Calderon (close friend )Read >>
missing you still / Erin Calderon (close friend )
hey kod, your benifit is coming up. im planning on helping your mom with it. my birthday just passed, your mom gave me one of your sticks. i used it for my game the other day and scored 2 goals. i really miss all the times we used to play hockey in your basement, and at the old rink. nothings going to be the same ever, and it sucks. at your benifit i hope to see a sign that your here i did today but i wont go on with that you probably already know. well love and miss you. hope your alright. <3 Close
Our Angel in Heaven / Sue (Aunt) Hey Kod, I haven't written in a while, but you know I think about you everyday, there is not a day that goes by that you aren't thought about. You are missed so much by so many people and your friends, well they are absolutely the best friends in the world. I appreciate all your close friends staying in touch and visiting with your mom, it means so much to her and me. Help us be strong to put together another benefit in your honor. Help your mom stay strong and spread the word about "Stop the Choking Game". She needs to know that you are always by her side so send us some hints that you are there. We love and miss you so much, I just wish this never happened, it makes life very hard to get through. You are so special, I just hope you knew that and if you didn't, I hope you know now. Love ya Kod, more than words could ever say!Missing you everyday!Close
Where does the time go ? / Mommy
Kodee, I am still in shock & disbelief. I can't even believe it's almost 2 yrs. It still feels like yesterday. I work everyday, why , I don't know . I guess it's to keep me busy. But it's not working very well. I hate everyone, & I just want you back. No one can give me what I want so whats the use. I love my family & all your friends, but no one compares to you. You were my light at the end of the tunnel. I knew if I had a bad day you would do something silly or stupid just to make me laugh, or give me a hug. Buddy has cancer so I guess he'll be gone too . Why does these things happen. You were a great kid & Buddy is a great dog. Why do we have to leave the people we love, why does it have to hurt so much. No one will ever understand my feelings of grief. Losing you is the worst thing that could of happened to me , & everyone who knew you. You were the best. All I want is peace, & I know I will never have it until we are together again. I go through the motions of life, but I think it gets worst each day. I can't remember things, I can't stay focused . My mind is a whirlwind. At least you are with God , have fun & smile , I Love You Kodee, with all my heart. Love always , Mommy xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo Close
Damn I wish you would come back.. / Ivory James (friend)Read >>
Damn I wish you would come back.. / Ivory James (friend)
OMFG kodee...this hurts...its been almost 2 years n the pains still here. My language classes r not the same nemore. I remembr u n me always sat in the back we always stole this brokn chair back n forth from eachothr...I always had this chair that was brkn n each n everyday I would come in to sit down in my really cool chair n when I came to sit down I wondrd where's my chair..then I hear ur lil chuckle n see u in it. I could onli laugh..til that one day I came in n my chair was in the same spot. Somethin didn't feel right that day....how we always threw candi at kerris head n blamd it on eachothr....I wndr when the pains gonna stop...I jus wanna walk in class n see u sittin n that brokn chair jus 1 more time. I miss u kid...I luv u... see u on the othr side Close
Till We Meet Again / Cathy
Hi Kodee Just stopping by to say that I'm thinking of you, and that we all miss you so very much. there is not a day that we don't think about you. its funny how you take things for granted, that someone so young will always be here,but as we know that is not true. Kodee i know you are safe in gods arms, but that does not take away the pain that we feel,you may be up in heaven but you will always be in our hearts.
just stopping by to say hi im always thinking of you. i was at your house on sunday & you rmom was talking about how the benefit is coming up again. i just think, 2 years wow. it doenst seem like its been so long everyone misses you a lot rip<3333
sorry havnt wrote in a while / Erin Calderon (close friend )Read >>
sorry havnt wrote in a while / Erin Calderon (close friend )
hey kod, how are you? sorry i havnt wrote to you in a while... well god where can i start... joey, rachel, kate, my mom, and decorated your tree for your mom this year since you always used to do it and she just couldnt without you...i hope it helped her cope a little bit, i know it wont stop her from missing you all that she does but i hope it helped her. she did a wonderful job on your blanket im sure, i am going to go and visit you soon and take a look. i miss you so much kodee, you dont understand.....i just dont see why things like this have to happen to such wonderful people. its so weird how your two year is coming up it feels like just yesterday we were shooting around pucks on the hockey rink, laughing, and just enjoying eachothers presence. i miss you and love you very much Close
Bug, It's Me , Mommy. I Miss you I see everyone going through life , all the changes your friends are going through, It makes me wonder where would you be. Would you still be little, what would your hair look like? I go on for a while but the roller coaster always stops to pick me up. When will I be ok , I look at people & I can't help but to get mad because they still have their children. I want my baby back. I know thats not going to happen just let me know your here. Most people don't understand me. Maybe one day they will. I still have sooooo much pain in my heart. Sad... Missing you, Love you, Mommy xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
i miss you / Allie
Hey Kodee im sorry i havent worte in awhile i have been thinking about you alottt i wish that i could be back in seventh grade with you it was so much easier that way highschool is fun and tough too i got really sick this year and was in the hospital i thought maybe that i was going to see you soon but i think you helped me get better i really miss you and its been so long since ive seen your smile but whenever im sad or low i just remeber your amazing smile, perosnality, and just your presence that could make me feel 10 times better..
Kodee, Sorry it took me a little bit longer to make your blanket, But it truly came from the Heart. I cut the branches off our tree and made your blanket. Your favorite, a flocked Tree, so know you have a flocked blanket. I made it bigger than last years. I miss you bug. Some days just keep getting harder. Come visit . I love you, Thinking of you always Love, Mommy xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Holidays/ Mommy Kodee, well Christmas came & went. I all was just a blur, for some it was a wonderful time and others it was just another day. I miss my kodee, a new year will begin in just a couple days, I can't believe how much time has passed, it still feels like yesterday. But I do Thank you for giving Uncle Gary back to us , I know you saw him. I Love you Kodee !!!!Thinking of you always. Love Mommy xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoClose